dunno

missing the one i love
is it the love that is true?
been gone a long time now, but seems as if it
was just yesterday!!!
it all happened so fast...blink of an eye time
she was everything
i wanted needed
but now i think i need only me
i am just an unknown man
travelling in a strange & hostile land
thinking i should have joined a band
band of natives, you say
band of joy say I
why am i not as happy and okay as
others see me?

day of reckoning

may 18
day of reckoning
meeting the young and beautiful
who happens to be beckoning
could be the one waiting my whole life
searching
never finding

music is such a big part
kilbey, sylvian, garvey
speak to my heart
make me want to be
better unknownman

friends missing

has been a day of seeing old friends in photos
missing friends who still on this ride
friends missing in action pull at my heartstrings
another chronological day of reckoning looms on the horizon
body feels beaten
mind just won't stop and grow up
one day closer to joining the missing and missed
beauty and youth beckons to take a road trip
join a new dance of love
is it time once again
can it be true and everlasting
where are the answers...in grey matter
in the life blood that courses thru these veins